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Seohyun’s Musical + meeting Taeyeon and Yoona

So I finally got a chance to go Seohyun’s musical! Much thanks to Zenn @yeowoogata because she accompanied me to attend the musical although Seohyun doesn’t matter to her :’)

I was super hyped for it and took plenty of pics but couldn’t upload that day because of 3G problem.

 

The musical was amazing! i have to admit at some parts i got really sleepy because I couldn’t understand all these king language, but the part i understood was so cute. It’s too easy to ship the actor playing the king and seohyun because of how convincing they were – Seohyun fit the shy girl part soooo well! ❤ I was impressed at the chemistry and how they designed the love story to be so adorable! I’m also amused by the audience reaction. Like the part where he drew her in by her waist and held her close and the audience gasped. And the part where he tricked her and kissed her on the lips and the audience gasped. And the part where she was reaching out to him when he’s sleeping and suddenly he grabbed her and turned her over and PINNED HER DOWN ON THE BED and the audience screamed. All SONEs I’m sure. OTL.

Proud of Seohyun :’) her parents came too, during the break people were introducing themselves to this elderly couple, one by one, so I assumed so and I think i’m right judging by twitter. Too bad I had no 3G to confirm it and so did not walk up to them. Cuz i could be wrong and that would be embarrassing.

And then… as we were leaving the place, Zenn was asking me if I wanted to stick around the area that led to the backstage. as we stepped aside to think about it, suddenly this manager looking person looked around frantically and a security guard shouted and before i knew it I WAS LOOKING AT YOONA ABOUT 30CM AWAY FROM ME SMILING SHEEPISHLY. Everyone collectively gasped and started shouting her name. I can’t remember if i saw Yoona first or heard her name first EVERYTHING IS FUZZY IN MY MIND BECAUSE I WAS JUST SO SHOCKED OK ALJKGHAD

What I DO remember though is, as I was standing there speechless and just staring at Yoona’s flawlessness, suddenly as I dropped my gaze (yes, dropped, because she was tiny and i didn’t see her at all at first)  I WAS GAZING AT THE SIDE VIEW OF KIM TAEYEON AS SHE WHISKED PAST ME SO CLOSE I COULD REACH OUT AND TOUCH HER FLAWLESS SHINING SOFTLY CURLED HAIR

THERE WAS NOTHING BETWEEN ME AND HER CUZ EVERYONE WAS STILL POSITIVELY REELING FROM THE SHOCK AND NO ONE TRIED TO GET TOO CLOSE

I remember mumbling ‘Taeyeon..?’ very automatically as she passed me, pretty sure she could hear me. I was so confused because nobody was shouting for Taeyeon, I thought i was wrong. yet i know i had to be right because cmon i’ve been on Tumblr long enough staring at her side view profile and admiring her skin and jawline enough times to know it’s her when i see them. YET everyone was still calling ONLY Yoona, i think most were busy taking pictures. Next thing I know I was turning to Zenn and exclaiming “It’s Yoona and Taeyeon!!!” and we ran to catch their back views.

At this point Taeyeon had ninja’ed away from Yoona’s side to walk on the right, and the fans were flocking towards Yoona. She went pretty much unnoticed besides this one stupid fan who rushed in front of her to catch a look at her face, which was annoying because obviously she didn’t want to be recognized judging by how she kept her face down and hurried away from Yoona and the managers and stuff, rushing to the carpark. Basic respect dude, basic respect. That’s why I stayed behind to gaze longingly T___T i was actually staring at Taeyeon’s back and thinking she can’t possibly be a coordi unnie or anything, who dresses this well and has this height and THAT side profile?! /confused

Sighpie.

We camped outside some area outside Seoul Arts Center afterwards for wifi because I had to get my feels out at that exact moment.

Okay this is my first spazz post on this blog sorry not sorry algjhalkjdghaljkdg

Okay. Ciao for now. I hope I will get the opportunity to write mor of these spazz posts  /cross fingrs

태연한테 하고 싶은 말이 The words I want to say to Taeyeon

cr: usnthem.dothome.co.kr

There’s so much about you we’ll never understand, so much about who you truly are, your personal life, your dreams and passions, the things you’ve gone through… so much we’ll never understand. A lot of people would kill to be in your position, as the leader of the nation’s girl group, but sometimes I look at you and it looks like you’d give all of that up in an instant – for a normal life.

As fans we are a little selfish because we think of you as ours. We think of SNSD as ours. I wonder how bittersweet it really feels for you and the girls, to feel like you don’t even belong to yourself, because you belong to the nation. It isn’t hard to feel so loved by the thousands of fans, yet feel so lonely. I sometimes feel like the more we express our love to you, the lonelier you get. There is a line we can never seem to cross, the line between a fan and a friend.

The older you girls get, the older SONEs get, the more we realize this problem. That the love we shower on you is distancing you from the kind of love that you desire. The more we love you, the more you become ours, the more you become the nation’s. And we are protective of what is ours. We only want you to be with us, and we refuse to think about the day you no longer will be.

But there will eventually come a day that every SONE’s love will mature. Every SONE will understand. That the one and only most important thing to us, should and always be, SNSD’s happiness.

These are two things I most want to say to Taeyeon.

1. I wish for you to be happy.
2. And that you may find the courage and the chance to be happy.